Adnan Syed: The Menacing Manipulator

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Photo of typical podcast listening platform (From The Guardian)

After you hear the podcast “Serial”, the first things that come to mind when you hear the name Adnan Syed are: star-athlete, great friend and family member, valued part of society, and wrongfully accused of murder.

Sarah Koenig does an excellent job of convincing her listeners of his kind and compassionate character, dropping hints all over “Serial” to convince her listeners. But what Sarah is either ignoring, or failing to realize, is his true character beneath all of the seemingly attractive qualities.

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Adnan Syed’s Mug Shot (From Observer)

You see, the whole reason Sarah started “Serial”, was due to the possibility that Adnan Syed was innocent. I mean, why would a well-liked, smart and friendly guy like Syed murder his girlfriend in cold blood?

When someone like this has everything going for him, but then is sent to jail on accusation of murdering an ex-girlfriend, it is no surprise that everyone thinks he must be innocent.

But perhaps that is what Adnan wants you to think.

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Photo of Adnan from High School (From NBC News)

Adnan must have loved everything he had going for him: he was good-looking, had top marks, popular, star athlete, valedictorian, and the list goes on, so when something happens that is far from the way he wants it to happen, why would he be able to move on like nothing ever happened? The truth of the matter is; he wouldn’t.

It is quite possible that if Hae hadn’t dumped Adnan, and left him feeling like a “loser” as Dale puts it in episode 12 of “Serial”, things would have turned out quite differently for Adnan and Hae Min Lee. But Hae did dump Adnan, and Adnan had never felt what it is like when something he loves is taken away from him.

Not only was Adnan angry at Hae for dummping him, but he was furious at her for embarrassing his ego. Jay, one of Adnan’s friends from high school remembers Adnan saying: “I’m gonna kill that b****” (Farberov 1). Adnan refuses ever saying something of that sort, and instead tells Sarah Koenig that he was over her.

So is Adnan’s opinion reliable?

Not at all.

Adnan had been recorded lying on multiple accounts, many of which were not included in “Serial”.

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Adnan Syed and Hae Min Lee (From Crime Feed)

One of these accounts brings a chilling perspective to Adnan’s ego. Adnan is recorded telling a nurse that Hae had told him that she still loved him, the same day she was murdered. When in reality, this never could have happened. Hae writes in her journal multiple times that she was trying to fins a way to break-up with Adnan without hurting him. Adnan made-up a lie about a girl everyone already knew was dead, that she still loved him. And Hae did not love Adnan, she had moved on to a new boyfriend, leaving Adnan feeling alone and embarrassed. For Adnan to lie about Hae still loving him, even if he killed her or not, shows a hint of a psychopathic tendency to keep his ego inflated.

A second account of Adnan lying is when he was recorded asking Hae for a ride the day of her murder, but Adnan denies ever talking to Hae the day she was killed. This was witnessed by two separate witnesses and confirmed by Adnan to a police officer the same day. (Reddit 2)

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Adnan at a campsite (From Screen Rant

So, as you can see, Adnan is far from a trustable source, and was obviously trying to hide something by lying about all these situations.

On top of all the lies, Adnan has not always remained the innocent boy that he usually was at school. One of his art teachers remembers his poetry to be very dark and disturbing, almost evil when he thinks back (Berman 2).

Hae Min Lee’s diary contains descriptions of Adnan as a controlling and egotistic individual, and records him responding to the breakup in a very menacing way.

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Photo of Adnan at his house (From ABC News)

Although it would feel better to believe Adnan is the innocent boy “Serial” makes him out to be, coming to a conclusion on his guilt or his innocence is not based on feeling. The truth about Adnan is that those same psychopathic tendencies that allowed him to lie to the nurse on the day of Hae Min Lee’s murder, also enables him to continue to act innocent, despite being sentenced to a lifetime in prison.

Adnan not only lied about a girl that was dead, but showed very little emotion in response to being locked away in prison. After he was sentenced to life in jail, if he was innocent, he would have lost his mind, freaking out over being wrongfully sentenced to a lifetime in an federal prison. But he didn’t freak out. He remained very calm, and acted as if he knew this was going to happen his whole life. This emotionless behavior can be noted in Adnan’s interviews with Sarah Koenig. Adnan never once starts to tear up, get angry, or show any kind of emotion, keeping a steady, calm voice about the entire situation.

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Adnan Syed in Prison (From The Daily Dot)
This is the kind of emotionless behavior that makes you wonder if Adnan really did have what it takes to kill Hae.


If Adnan did not murder Hae, then he was simply a very unlucky person. On the final episode of season 1 of “Serial”, one of the podcast’s producers explains that “there is too much evidence against him. If he is not guilty, then he is just a very unlucky person” (Serial).

One thing that finalizes my opinion on Adnan’s innocence or guilt is that he claims no memory of the day. Adnan was accused of murder that day, it was one of the biggest if not the biggest moment of his life, and he says he remembers almost nothing. I mean, even Sarah Koenig starts the entire podcast by saying, “if something important happens on a certain day, you are not only going to remember that event, but the entire day surrounding it” (Serial) (Paraphrase). Being arrested for murder is no doubt a memorable day, and if Adnan denies any recollection of that day, he is most definitely lying.

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Photo of Adnan Syed in Interview with “Serial” (From Mirror)

Adnan had everything going for him, he had it all. Unfortunately, Adnan was too used to having it all, and lost control when he couldn’t have something for the first time in his life: Hae Min Lee. It is this single distressing break-up that started everything, and changed the city of Baltimore, and the lives of everyone who knew Adnan forever.

It is through Adnan’s lying psychopathic behavior that I am forced to conclude; Adnan Syed is guilty of the murder of Hae Min Lee.




Works Cited

Chaudry, Rabia. “Adnan Syed Is Innocent. Now Find Hae Min Lee’s Real Killer | Rabia Chaudry.” The Guardian. Guardian News and Media, 06 July 2016. Web. 28 July 2017.

Farberov, Snejana. “Jay From Serial Podcast.” Daily Mail Online. Associated Newspapers, 16 May 2016. Web. 28 July 2017.

Koenig, Sarah. “Episode 12: What We Know.” This American Life. Serial.

“Top Ten Reasons Adnan Syed Is Guilty of Murder Beyond a Reasonable Doubt In This World But Innocent in the Intergalactic Multiverse • R/serialpodcast.” Reddit. N.p., n.d. Web. 28 July 2017.








“Serial” Episode 1: A Review of an Introduction

I always love a good crime story.

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Photo from typical crime (Links to Literature)

Maybe it was something about the intense, life-like situation at hand, gripping me and bringing me into the life of the victim. Keeping me on the edge of my seat, intently watching as the dramatic reenactment of the less dramatic crime is replayed by actors.

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Adnan Syed

The difference with “Serial”, is that these are not actors, this is a real-life, up close and personal story of a boy, just like myself, who has his life ripped away from him, just because his lawyer didn’t take the time to look a little deeper into why and how a kid would do this.

Despite this being such a personally similar story, I felt much less towards this as I did a completely made up hollywood thriller.

The difference?

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Audio Vs. Visual (From Super Bowl Ads)

Visual effects.

I am all for easy listens when I do not have the option of watching a show or movie, but if I was going to listen to something, it would not be a journalist trying to rediscover a case that is 15 years old.

I understand that Sarah works very hard to make these an entertaining experience, but without visual enhancement, I felt much less connected to the characters and story line.

I connect well with the victim, which allows me to being partially intrigued, but a crime show on a podcast – not for me.

Despite my lack of interest, I picked out a few things while I was listening to Sarah interview different people about something they had forgotten:

The podcast author, Sarah Koenig, digs deeper into the life of this convicted boy, bringing her listeners with her as she attempts to find the truth behind Adnan’s conviction.

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Feelings (From Pinterest)

Episode 1 of “Serial” was a beginning episode, and it was difficult to make a stand on if the boy, Adnan Syed, was guilty or not. Adnan is made out to seem like an innocent character, as the writer describes him a smart kind boy, and just a typical high school honorary student. Sarah’s description of Adnan as this kind of a person, does make one feel sorry for him, but this is just about all the innocent evidence we get, and our feeling’s do not influence law as much as we hope it would.

The other piece of evidence the author gives us to hint at Adnan’s innocence, is by what she says at the beginning of the podcast. Sarah begins the podcast by explaining her theory that if someone does something important, they not only remember that important or controversial thing they did, but also remember everything else that happened that day. And, of course, Adnan seemingly remembers nothing the day that the victim was murdered. Allowing you to unconsciously assume that Adnan is innocent.

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Photo of Hae and Adnan (From

Over the course of the episode, Sarah goes to interview several of Adnan’s old friends,  the first of which explains to detectives the detailed story of exactly what happened the day that Hae, the victim, was killed. This story, is what Sarah says to be the story that the court based their entire case against Adnan on, and had virtually nothing else. The reason they based their entire case on this, was because it was the only plausible explanation for Sarah’s death at the time.

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Importance of Law vs. Money (From

You see, Adnan’s lawyer had presented barely any case against his friend’s testimony, and the judge had no other choice. Sarah believes the lawyer to have done this because the lawyer made more money if Adnan went to jail.

The funny thing is, is that in episode 1, Sarah spends most of her time working on a lead that leads nowhere, and ends the episode with no good basis to change our minds on Adnan’s innocence. The lead she so passionately follows, were from a girl who wrote letters to Adnan, letters containing references to them being together in the library at the same time Adnan was supposed to be murdering his girlfriend. At the end of the episode, we find out that the person she was trying to track down made up the information in those letters, and admits she never did talk to Adnan on the day he supposedly murdered Hae.

This ends the episode on a very low note, intriguing the listener to hear more.

But not me, I prefer to look up the end on google:)